a different reality

the group's website grew and even offered a community board.

As you sometimes can't find peeps with the same interest in your family and friends, those boards are my favourite tool of communication. you can talk about your group and your favourite man to your heart's content with people who really understand the love. the rest of the real world just thinks you lost your mind.

but even blockheads differ a lot. there are black sheeps in every family. in this case they brought the boards down.

the worst thing in my opinion were not those dissing the wives and girl friends of the group, but those with a very religious background. they started to pray to "cure" a member of the band. in the end the band had only one possibility:


d*e*l*e*t*e!


and rightly so!


one of the things I hate: homophobia

this ain't no dissing, it's hatred.

should anyone in my life come up with this I would hit the delete button, too.

a snowball's chance in hell

*click*

the door was closed. from now on I had to live alone.

transition.

music helped to lift the mood. and youtube! first the music of the 70ies, my teenage years, later the 80ies - happier times.

new kids on the block. many things I hadn't seen before, like american tv shows. one fine day I heard the first rumours of a reunion in the comments of a youtube channel. nkotb.com.....

the start of an ongoing journey...